Lyrics Oceans - Apollo Poetic

Memories and demons seeming too familiar
Wonder what's the reason
Feeling lost and over beaten
I see them
Hear them
Almost feel the screaming yeah
Aaving trouble understanding all the nightmares I've been dreaming
Try to solve a puzzle when the pieces are deceiving
All the fucking pictures look too similar to me and
I try to pick apart the emotions that I'm feeling
They just blend together now I'm falling off the deep end

I don't know how far the oceans go but I will sail them
Don't know how to open and decipher all my failed attempts
I understand emotions flow
Run deeper than the sea I swim
But that don't mean I'm drowning
I just like to feel the depth in them
I battle through the waves
Paddle through the shallows
Fighting through the pain
When I'm happy sharpen arrows
These oceans are no match I got Poseidon as my back up
Try to drown me if you want I promise I'll get back up

Alone
Will I find a love
Afraid
Am I good enough
Unknown
Will I make it up?
I'd trade
A lot to know

Is there anybody out there feeling like me
I just wanna see
The people listening
The faces understanding raise your hand for me
I'm just tryna help take a stand for me
Been feeling so convicted
Vindictive got a wishlist
Take back the time I lost
With the gifts that I've been given
Imma take the stand for all the people in this sickness
And help them understand they're not the only person in this

I try to pick apart the emotions that I'm feeling
They just blend together now I'm falling off the deep end

I don't know how far the oceans go but I will sail them
Don't know how to open and decipher all my failed attempts
I understand emotions flow
Run deeper than the sea I swim
But that don't mean I'm drowning
I just like to feel the depth in them
I battle through the waves
Paddle through the shallows
Fighting through the pain
When I'm happy sharpen arrows
These oceans are no match I got Poseidon as my back up
Try to drown me if you want I promise I'll swim back up

I don't know how far the oceans go but I will sail them
Don't know how to open up
Decipher all my failed attempts
I understand emotions flow
Run deeper than the sea I swim
But that don't mean I'm drowning
I just like to feel the depth in them
I battle through the waves
Paddle through the shallows
Fighting through the pain
When I'm happy sharpen arrows
These oceans are no match got Poseidon as my back up
Try to drown me if you want I promise I'll get back up