Lyrics Healing - Arian Indie

This is a special occasion
This is my therapy session
Been through a lot so lately
This is my contemplation
Never had time to process
They took my phone and got me
In a depression trauma
They made me annoyed they crazy
Time for me to get a gun
The revolution just began
Yes you live and lesson learn
In eternal fire burn
This second to donation
But first it's celebration
Thanks to those that break me
You know we here to make it
My story in the making
Muindi ain no faking
My heart is done with breaking
Time to make a legend
A brother full of potential
He's a producer maker
But he be slowly wasting
His life on drugs and blackouts
I gotta help my mama
Mama been struggling earning
Father took on a backseat
He said he'll wait for proceeds
Not even talking to Joan
Not even talking to Mwaka
Those are my younger siblings
It really hurts my feelings

I've been loyal to my day ones since day one don't get it confused
I gotta make a choice between two girls don't know which one to choose
I gotta make a choice between careers don't know which way to go
Is it architecture music or I'm gonna be coding for fun
I gotta look for funds to sponsor all my music studio plans
I gotta take my chances when I can believe in second chances
I gotta take my lectures formal classes I will be looking for class
I gotta make my statement a public notice I will be looking for fun
My head been going crazy with so many ideas I know I need to share
Only time will tell but the thing is mute my alarm is always snoozed
I've been doing good many thanks for asking hoping it ain't too late
I'm impatient passively aggressively check the recent events
This is a special occasion
This is my therapy session
Been through a lot so lately
This is my contemplation
Never had time to process
They took my phone and got me
In a depression trauma
They made me annoyed they crazy