Sometimes

What if all the plans that you live for
Everything you love and you stand for disappeared
What if every door that was shut at the stroke
Opened up and every road that you closed was clear
I swear the world is falling out of line
But getting our control back's a dream of mine
Appetite to bring your life to light has grown
But do you wanna go there on your own
What if every break that you chased was fake
Every face that you touched only felt like stone
Motionless and numb, a heart cold and dumb
As the bricks that you fixed when you made your home
I swear if somebody would show the love
I'd do everything I could to rise above
There must be some way through here
Sometimes I'm close to tears
What if there's something wrong with me
Sometimes I crave the fear
There's nothing here for me
What if every time that you need my help
All I get is this look like I'm somewhere else
What if all the work that you've done was a waste
Of being young and it's best if you suit yourself
Well I swear no one's felt it out for me
Maybe I'm just selling you a fantasy
But you don't have to tie yourself in knots to see
No one has to go there on their own
What if every smile is a trap, every corner a crash
Every turn that you make is wrong
What if every word you let slip from your lips
Is a slight, a mistake and you can't move on
Well I swear nothing that I say to you
Is heavy as the history we're clinging to
There must be some way through here
Sometimes I'm close to tears
What if there's something wrong with me
Sometimes I crave the fear
There's nothing here for me
Nothing here for us to work towards
No more points to score
All below the sun
We want sensation but the measure's imprecise
You cannot fit much in a perfect little life
I've seen the numbers and I cannot find a way
Just staring deep into them every single day
We want sensation but the measure's imprecise
You cannot fit much in a perfect little life
Sometimes I'm close to tears
What if there's something wrong with me
Sometimes I crave the fear
There's nothing here for me