Lyrics IDGAF - As It Is

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck

My mind's been where
No mind should go
Where a heartbeat ends
Where blood runs cold
'Cause I'm a lost cause too far gone
I'm a time bomb
(I'm so sick and tired of losing)

You can't forget
What you can't let go
And you'll never miss
What you'll never know
Bury me
In the back of your mind
I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line
I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give
Before I give the fuck up

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line
I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give
Before I give the fuck up

Got a heavy heart
It's gonna sink like stone
So take my last breath
Come on, take me home
'Cause I'm anthrax
I'm a car crash
I'm a time bomb
(I feel like the world is forgetting about me)

You can't forget
What you can't let go
And you'll never miss
What you'll never know
Bury me
In the back of your mind
I'll be fine, I'll be fine

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line
I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give
Before I give the fuck up

Give the fuck up
Give the fuck up
So long, I'm gone
Give the fuck up
So long, I'm gone

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck

Close my eyes and cross my fingers
I don't wake up
'Cause I don't really wanna die
But really don't give a fuck
Another bullshit line
I ask if I'm alright
I say that something's gotta give
Before I give the fuck up

Give the fuck up
So long, I'm gone
Give the fuck up
So long, I'm gone