Lyrics Relapse - Ashxs

And i swear to god i hate myself
Can't live this life, can't contain myself
Another plane, or another cell
I get too high, tryna kill myself
I pop too much you can never tell
I pop too much you can never tell yeah
Never tell yeah

I'll be right backkkk
But you don't wanna fuckin hear that
Just want me to choke you while i hit it from the back yeahhhh
Pop some pills n maybe relax
Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse
Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that
Cause i just had a fuckin relapse

Thought i was a goner when i od'd in miami
Convinced myself i passed away in LA gettin trippy
Had a seizure in vegas, almost died leavin houston
Hospital in huntsville, right next to the prison
I don't see myself, I don't see my family
It ain't even the drugs, they just ain't understanding me
I don't understand either, truly they're all good people
I just got to escape cause all i see is the evil and
I don't know how i'm still alive, but i guess it's for a reason
And if i ever relapse, just know it's for a reason

Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse
Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that
Cause i just had a fuckin relapse
Baby relax, cause i really don't wanna relapse
Hate you had to see that don't want you to see that
Cause i just had a fuckin relapse

And i don't know how i'm still alive, but i guess it's for a reason
And if i ever relapse, just know it's for a reason