Lyrics Toxic - Atlas in Motion

I've been trying for so long
I don't know what to say
Anymore
Solace isn't what I want so
If I'm pushing you away
There's something more

Well I guess I've been a mess from the start
Been trying not to fall or maybe even fall apart
Jealous when I take another look down at my heart and realize
That nothing's really changed, been the same for a long time
Been writing down these songs of mine
But is it real anymore
If not I guess that's alright

'Cause I've been trying for so long
I don't know what to say
Anymore