Lyrics Past Love - Auggie

Miss when it was all so simple
When there was you and me
So much has happened since
Do you even remember?
Cause I do

Reminiscing on past love, that is gone
Can't find my feelings, need to bring them home
This girl knows you better than I ever did
I wish you both the best for this life y'all gon' live
This story's ancient, the bonds have been taken
The girls in my club are now balling in Vegas
I'm losing my mind, one cell at a time
And I can't let go of the fact that you could have been mine

Ay, she was never disrespectful to me and she made me feel like the G.O.A.T.
I wrote about her in Google Docs and wrote about her in my notes
I wrote about her in my early demos cause mentally I was broke
Partly due to some other things that I've already brought up in my songs, gee
Nah, I had trouble getting past her
I was putted out of the way
Defeated, wasn't really feeling that great
And there she was
There she came
Black hair, with a promise of faith
And something bout her made me feel safe
Had me in comfort, stuck inside my ways, ay
Had the advance with the buy-in
Tryin' to get my life straight, then retire
Now I'm crying
In October I lost Brian and it hurt
But I still didn't shed a tear
And I really feel like I should
I guess the place to bring it up is here
Reminiscing on my old self
Wasn't perfect but I had me some help
Still had a chance to make it to heaven
But look at me, going directly to hell
I take a girl and I play show and tell with her name
Running it all the through the mud
I couldn't help it
Call me obnoxious
Guess it just makes me feel good

Reminiscing on past love, that is gone
Can't find my feelings, need to bring them home
This girl knows you better than I ever did
I wish you both the best for this life y'all gon' live
This story's ancient, the bonds have been taken
The girls in my club are now balling in Vegas
I'm losing my mind, one cell at a time
And I can't let go of the fact that you could have been mine

Yeah
Hey C, let me talk to just you for a minute
Yeah
When I down at my lows
You were still there for me
When I didn't know where to go
You were still there for me
I love what we had
I love where you're at in life
I'm not jealous of your girl
I'm not caught up in spite
Ay
Since you been gone
I've been acting a menace
Shooting my shots now at all the wrong times
Ginger got 40-love playing tennis
I don't need you to love me again
I just cannot do it myself
That's why I've been trying to get me some help
That's why I've been trying to get me some help, yeah
Gotta move on from this trauma
Can't get caught up in the drama
Except when I wanna
And wait til God reigns down with all of his karma
I'm persistent
And girl's gonna listen
No matter what
I've blocked her on everything, friends still gon' talk
But they don't have the balls to fight me on god, yeah

Yeah, I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Regrets over someone else, now the someone is gone, yeah