Lyrics What a Mess - Austin Blue

The memories that I thought were lost
You and me in the front of your car
I'm 17, just you and me, and anxiety
And cigarettes, and our home after work
I touch your chest and you stole my heart
I can't forget, what a mess that I regret

'Cause I built you way up on a pedestal
Don't know why I thought you were so damn cool
When it's cold outside, you'll hold me tight
We'll go get high and I wonder why
Now I know why you love me
I will never cross your lines

The lonely nights that I spend in my bed
Paralyzed, 'cause it's you in my head
By my side, it's paradise, what a lie

'Cause I built you way up on a pedestal
Don't know why I thought you were so damn cool
When it's cold outside, you'll hold me tight
We'll go get high and I wonder why
Now I know why you love me
I will never cross your lines