Lyrics Hallucination - Avok Supreme

(Gimme your love, oh)
(Gimme your love, oh)
(Gimme your love, oh)
(Gimme your love, oh)

I see you in a sundress, barefoot on the porch swing
Laughin' like the world ain't got claws, like it don't morph things
I'm buildin' a castle in my mind, outta things i can't afford
You the chapter I keep writin' in a book I can't record
Picture us in Paris, rainy day, we toast to growth
But reality ain't got room for dreams that do not float
I been speakin' in sparks, but we don't catch fire
We been pacin' in this purgatory, waitin' to expire
Truth is, you a ghost and you walk around with skin
Hauntin' my better days, whisperin' what could've been
You with him, and I'm hatin', but I bleed in quiet colors
Love unspoken on the loudest
I just wish you'd rediscover what we had before
Man I swear I felt it
Like the first time I wrote pain, before I learned to shelve it
I stare at the ceiling fan, hopin' it spin like us
The world is turnin' and I'm stuck between love and trust
You the melody I hum when I'm tryna stay sane
But every note remind me that I'm singin' through rain
Im tryna paint a perfect frame with no subject in the frame
I could talk to you forever in my head, that's the trick
It's a movie I replay, but the ending never shifts
You disappear in credits, and I'm left with what-if's
You disappear in credits, and I'm left with what-if's
Did I settle for these visions? this life in my head
Where we make love in the morning and breakfast in bed?
Where your mama call me son, and your papa give me nods
I carry all these scars and i fade like applause
For the role that I play in my delusion
Standing ovation for the pain grand illusion
I built a life with you inside these fragile walls
Brick by brick, but you know foundation flawed
Maybe every "maybe" was a promise forged from dust
Told myself patience is love, or maybe its rust
On a dream that been sittin' too long in the cold
Like an unopened letter full of truths never told
We the couple that happened, and I write us as lore
You the muse that ain't choose me, but I still just adore
I rehearsed conversations like they Shakespeare scenes
Plotting happiness in silence, behind lifeless screens
I be scrollin' through your page like a timeline thief
Searchin' for clues in the pixels, beneath your beliefs
Does he hold you like I would? Does he know your fears?
Do you tell him what you told me last night
When you were in tears?
This ain't love, it's a habit
Its a drug with no name
Its an echo of a future that don't feel the like same
Would you ever wake up with that scream with ya dream?