Lyrics New Beginnings - Aye.Are

I can never really understand what you thought
Holding myself up every time I talk
Looking up at the sky sometimes when I walk
Seems like everybody just sitting in a bunch man I swear
Never really thought about it don't care
Holding everybody but it doesn't matter oh well
Hoping that I get a better chance to relax look at that I'm just bouncing on the track
And it doesn't really matter no flow is really getting old guess ill never really blow hoping that it happens tho
Might not ever got show sucks that I will never know giving everything and all I have is what I'm living for
What you think I'm doing here
Do you think I'm tryna fail living every day and all I get is just another hell
Gimme just another year feeling like I never tear holding all the water in
Promise it can fill a bin
Fill a bin yea I been listening cut it quick
Won't you ever get it man no one ever gets it man
Guess a nine to five is just the best that I will ever have
Guess I should just pack it up and give it up forever man
Forever man never man coulda been a better man
Looking at the bitter fast feeling like I never had
Never had what you had send me back forget that
I was bad I was sad always high never tried
Nine to five say goodbye to my dad testify
In the sky wishing I
Could go back guess I lied

Wait a minute hold up gimme time to let me switch the flow up
All the shit and I still did never grow up all the shit I said and he still did never show up
Flexing on the gram come and settle like a man
Yea just stay behind the cam you don't really want these hands
Cuz I'm coder than vorkuta all I'm worried bout is gouda
Steady smoking n that Buddha mind is lost in the Bermuda man I feel like an intruder in my own home
Family telling me they don't wanna see me bleed but put a knife inside of me
Always fighting constantly thinking bout logically probably I should go away go find a place to stay
Just wait another day cuz I gotta make this pay if I wanna lay with no worries
Thinking bout it now I can tell war stories
Smoking these trees I'm just really tryna eat tryna stay up on my feet but the demons take ahold
And they never letting go they got my soul and they put it on hold took my heart man I feel so fucking cold
Made me fold every time I told em no might've did some things that you will never know
I can feel the pain but my face will never show
I can face the weather got me walking with no sweater every time they told me better
I just thought that I was clever wouldn't listen whatsoever but the choice was my endeavor
And I'm going on forever I swear I will not surrender
If you doubt me than you better get the fuck up out from round me
Cuz I'm hunting like a bounty gonna wipe em like a downy and you know this shit get rowdy
Got my vision looking cloudy now I'm swerving in the Audi
Think its best if I die drowning cuz my sins are always counting
Every day I flip the frowning so nobody starts the clowning
But my mind is somehow doubting man I'm acting like I'm pouting
Sitting shouting til I get answer smoking like I'm wanting cancer
Mother never understood that brother want another chance at life
I'm just tryna make it right so I can sleep tonight
Not a worry in my sight cuz these demons taking flight
Now my mental feeling right I feel I got the might even if it is just might
Gotta give em some light like a battle on lyte
Kamii coming in with a bang chiddy chiddy rang through their ears like Dre's early years
Only thing I ever fear is getting old on my years Ima child to my peers
But I'm working like a steer Everybody better veer when I put this shit in gear
Cuz I'm going till the beat stops fighting till a knee pop homie I can't be stopped

Be stopped
Never really thought about it never need a restart
Promise people always lying never spit the real talk
Everybody switching never call me but this beats hot
Everybody asking if I'm really all about it never gave an answer cuz I swear that Im an addict
We dont play for show yea I'm really all about it if you really wanna know here's a semi automatic