Lyrics LIFE - Azonte

This feeling that I got right now hope it's not momentary
The thought of losing you right now to me is really scary
The feelings that I have for you they seem to always vary
Whenever things get hard I seem to disappear like perry
I'm tryna be your Tom and girl can you just be my jerry
I'm tryna chase you til the day that we finally get married
Get on top of me and ride me baby like a ferry
That shit not fair to me niggas they can't compare to me
Why would you give your love away like it was charity
To be honest I really think it's embarrassing
Cuz if you love me then baby stop the comparisons
You're so special to me sometimes think you're heaven sent
Need you close to me honey like you my medicine
I just hope that we last longer than my parents did
A lot people might know us because we say we local
I'm tryna get you in the end so let be more vocal
I got some feelings for you that I always tend to hide
Sometimes I wonder like why do I keep that shit inside
I don't wanna be a nigga caught up in my pride
But I don't wanna be that nigga that you left behind
Me and my nigga Rj tryna get these numerals
But it seems lately all I ever see is funerals
Sometimes I sit back and I always seem to have these visions
About my fucking life and how somebody's gonna end it

This my life and this the way that I just wanna live it
This for all my single mothers yea all the women
This for all my homies locked up in them prisons
For some crimes that I'm even not sure if they even committed
Always put god first because he'll be your biggest witness
I never focus on the past I rather do predictions
Scared to love so I'm not sure if I'm with the commitment
But this my life and this the way that I just wanna live it

I can't eat the fruit if I know that shit poisonous
Yea I got secrets but you know I'm not exposing it
Take it to my grave or I rather be a slave
I never talk behind back I say it to your face
A lot niggas will do something just because it's trendy
A lot bitches will love you because you bought them fendi
Instead of thinking about time and how you finna spend it
All people care about is money and they credit limit
This world we live in today is too materialistic
Can't even say how you feel cuz people never listen
I love to sit down so that I can write out all these lyrics
Cuz when I rap it in the end boy you gonna feel it
I got some people around me that's talking down on me
If that's how you feel please don't come around homie
I rather be by myself all fucking lonely
Then be surrounded in the room by a bunch of phonies

This my life and this the way that I just wanna live it
This for all my single mothers yea all the women
This for all my homies locked up in them prisons
For some crimes that I'm even not sure if they even committed
Always put god first because he'll be your biggest witness
I never focus on the past I rather do predictions
Scared to love so I'm not sure if I'm with the commitment
But this my life and this the way that I just wanna live it