Lyrics Timeless Pain - Azonte

Hurt to me my soul to find out that you was a rat
All that time I wasted, I can never get it back
Told me that you love me, but I feel like shit is cap
Would you still with me if a fuck nigga didn't rap
Ain't nobody tell me that this money come with pain
If you really love me why your feelings always change
Haven't seen my grandma and I'm feeling so ashamed
Know I could do better so I gotta take the blame

Going through life and I'll admit this shit was hard
Doubting myself I never thought I come this far
I finally made it my nigga look at where we are
Best rapper in the city you can say that imma star
Sometimes I argue with my girl but I can't let her go
Cuz she everything and I mean it from the soul
Still fuck all me exes cuz them bitches did me cold
Fucking on my homies and they thought I didn't know
Shoutout to kulture I hope my cousin doing good
Proud of my boy Rj cuz he made it out the hood
Haven't seen Dj but he still know he my bro
Christian is my inspiration and he doesn't know
Not talking to my father and that shit got me so bothered
Sometimes I need advice and I just wish that I call him
But I don't do that fake shit and I don't want no relations
With a nigga claiming fam but on the low he steady hating

Pain got me thinking and the stress got me drinking
Pressure getting to me ain't no way that I can fake it
Devil on my shoulder and he telling me to give it up
Friends switching on me I don't know who can I trust
Feeling like my past is bringing karma to my life
Try to do some good but man this shit just don't feel right
Wonder when I die am I gone make it to the lights
I just hope before that time that I can make it to the heights
Of the ones that came before
I wanna be some more than a nigga in my city with ambition
I wanna turn my dreams into a real life vision
I wonder when I die, will all my sins be forgiven
Sometimes when I be talking I just wonder do you listen
I guess that I'll find out whenever I get to the finish
Cutting people off if they don't have no good intentions
Loyalty and love should never come with no conditions

Hurt to me my soul to find out that you was a rat
All that time I wasted, I can never get it back
Told me that you love me, but I feel like shit is cap
Would you still with me if a fuck nigga didn't rap
Ain't nobody tell me that this money come with pain
If you really love me why your feelings always change
Haven't seen my grandma and I'm feeling so ashamed
Know I could do better so I gotta take the blame