Lyrics cursed reality - B Murph

(And I keep fading in and out between reality)
(The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality)

I've been losing all my friends do I have to lose you too?
I've envisioned my own end and my fate is fucking doomed
But I can't shake off this dread and this thought of losing you
Standing over the edge I can't fucking follow through
Baby I'm cursed with a horrible gift
A broken heart that you're unable to fix
You said you're here for me, well that's a load of shit
Cause if you were then I wouldn't be in this pit

And I keep fading in and out between reality
The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality
And I've been running but the demons they're catching me
You said you'd save me but the words you say are blasphemy
And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen
The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat
The devils grinning, but she ain't showing no fucking teeth
I think it's finally the end of my suffering

And I know you won't apologize
Cause that's just not in your fucking mind
Deception mixed with all these lies
That's what's ruined my fucking life
I drink it straight from the bottle, straight to the bottom, just to throw it all back up
I know I'm not the one that you love but lie and say that I was enough

And I keep fading in and out between reality
The sorta shit that makes you crave your own fatality
And I've been running but the demons they're catching me
You said you'd save me but the words you say are blasphemy
And I just fall back in the arms of the demon queen
The temp is rising baby I just love your body heat
The devils grinning, but she ain't showing no fucking teeth
I think it's finally the end of my suffering