Lyrics Harder - BINDY

Never thought it would end this way
Sat on your car on a cloudy day
Told you I'd be better off alone
Then I went home, and I
Took time to get over you
Learned to love myself, had my dreams come true
Went out on a date to my favourite cafe
Then we went to his house, fucked the night away
And I, want you to know
That I'm doing fine
I need space, time to heal
I'm a woman in my prime
Do you stare at that green circle by my name?
But now it's too late
You're just making my life much
Harder, harder, don't you know you're a disaster
I slam on the brakes but you keep on driving faster
Hope you find happiness but I don't have the answer
When it comes to feelings you're a blatant disregarder
One night, I went out with my friends
Felt pretty, even wore a dress
Walked inside to the bar by the kerb
Then I saw you dance with her
Suddenly it all came rushing back
No I don't miss you, and I don't feel sad
Pick me up, get ice cream after I finish school
All the little things we did, keep me feeling cheerful
She said, "hey girl, it was only for one night"
Blue jeans, white shirt, got that Lana del Rey vibe
That text on my phone got me so confused
Cause it looks like you moved on, but the flowers in my room
They tell a different story
And it's getting kinda boring
So I'm gonna catch a flight (yeah)
And I'm gonna leave tonight (yeah)

And I, want you to know
That I'm doing fine
I need space, time to heal
I'm a woman in my prime
Do you think of me when you're laying there awake?
But now it's too late
You're just making my life much
Harder, harder, don't you know you're a disaster
I slam on the brakes but you keep on driving faster
Hope you find happiness but I don't have the answer
When it comes to feelings you're a blatant disregarder

Harder, harder, don't you know you're a disaster
And you never listen so you keep on driving faster
Hope you find happiness but I don't have the answer
Maybe it's because you're the reason for my trauma