Lyrics Medicine - Baby Queen

I used to wanna die
But now I wanna live forever
I′ve got friends online
And they know me better than I know myself
And I don't cry
Because my medication confiscates emotions
No I can′t play with my feelings
So I go outside
And I talk about the weather
Well the sky is blue and the leaves are green
I'm an atheist, so I don't believe, but
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so apathetic when
I take my medicine
And it′s in my head again
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so much better, and
If it wasn′t for my medicine
I'd wanna be dead again
I could never stay awake
But now I′m staring at the ceiling
Oh, you think I've lost weight?
Gee thanks, I didn′t even have to try, I just forgot I hadn't eaten
And my heart can′t break
Because my medication confiscated sex, now I don't fancy anybody
And my life is great
Because it is devoid of meaning
(Yay, this is my favorite part)
But I'm happy I was born and I don′t care why
And I never used to pray but I may as well try
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so apathetic when
I take my medicine
And it′s in my head again
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so much better, and
If it wasn't for my medicine
I′d wanna be dead again
Oh my God, I love my medicine
Oh my God, there's nothing better than medicine
If it wasn′t for my medicine (oh my God)
I'd wanna be dead again
Oh my God, I love my medicine
Oh my God, there′s nothing better than medicine
If it wasn't for my medicine (oh my God)
I'd wanna be dead again
(I don′t feel sad, I just feel numb)
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so apathetic when
I take my medicine
And it′s in my head again
Thank God for my medicine
I feel so much better, and
If it wasn't for my medicine
I′d wanna be dead again