Lyrics Explosions - Baby Scream

I got explosions on my mind
I've been hearing them for way too long, I'm numb
Unfriendliness inside
I've been in and out of it
Life became kind of bittersweet
It would take you by surprise before you fall asleep
We r sinking deep
I am the universe
I no longer reach out for the stars
I got so much going on
Explosions on my mind

A war inside my head
A thousand missiles hit my chest
I need pills to fight this shit
And it's a never ending shit
It's like I'm bullying myself again
Many things to regret
Bitterness inside
I'd like to stab a lot of folks but I don't wanna pay the cost
Explosions on my mind