Take Me First

It's too late to turn back now
Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how

I wanna be someone you used to hate without the memory of the pain
I went too far, now we can't restart
It's like we cut 'em brakes, tore 'em off the car, 90 miles inside the dark
Familiar scars and electric hearts
I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made, and I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape
If I could wake up, I'd hesitate

But it's too late to turn back now
Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first
If it doesn't take me first

I lie to myself like it's not too late, convinced the past can still be changed
We know it's gone, but I can't move on
I wanna rewind, but it just replays, jumping on a hand grenade
But it won't go off, no, it won't go off

But it's too late to turn back now
Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first

I know I'm gonna die in this bed I made, and I'm drowning in a dream that I can't escape
If I could wake up, I'd

But it's too late to turn back now
Oh God, I tried, but I don't know how
If I could escape it, I'd trade in the blame, you can take it
If it doesn't take me first
If it doesn't take me first