Lyrics Black Sheep - Balphegxr

I'm a fucking black sheep
*beep* come and drag me
Out of my own hell
And hurt me strong now with a sharp sheet

I don't hear my heart beat
Think i'm dead but there is nothing
Shall be granted to me
Fuck, i'm really lose the laughing

I am reach for the stars
But get falling on the nose again
Barricade myself out of frustration in my basement

I standing on the precipice
And ask myself the question why i live
I can't say why i hate my fucking self
But i can say why i hate this
Motherfucking life on this earth

I'm the black sheep
In the family
I got visions of dying
In my fantasy
Taking drugs to numb
Cause my pain is deep
I'm the black sheep

I'm the black sheep
In the family
Want to take a
Overdose of medicine
You can see my carcass
At the end of the street
I'm the black sheep

Fuck the stupid filthy bitch
Please go kill yourself
Before i rip your fucking guts out, shit
I no longer have a grip
Stick your fake love up your ass
You can see now what this does with me
You little piece of shit

I don't mean to be vindictive
But let us be honest
You're not sorry, that you were just messing with me
And this was for me a massive hurtly kick
Like being hitting by a brick
This song is your eulogy
At the end of the day you lie dying in a pit

I'm the black sheep
In the family
I got visions of dying
In my fantasy
Taking drugs to numb
Cause my pain is deep
I'm the black sheep

I'm the black sheep
In the family
Want to take a
Overdose of medicine
You can see my carcass
At the end of the street
I'm the black sheep