Confessions

I remember visualizing her body
Age 11 something got me sweating
Watching on the telly in rebellion
It was so electric
Something in my belly tryna tell me of a subtle difference
Was kinda scary so I buried it and didn't listen
Boot up a barrier
Hysteria was in my vision
What to do and do to who was wary in my proposition

Exposition of a myriad of expeditions
These were my burdens homie clearly I could never lift em
And I was certain it was period if I could fix em
Straight marriage and maybe a baby carriage
Embracing all the maybes that stay me in my appearance woah
Thought I struck gold and when I grabbed hold
Behold it was something deep in my soul

At the pinnacle a twin she was identical

But I never let her in it was too difficult

Now it's hard to let her go
Time to give her hope

God unbind me
So far all I see are my wants
I want it all to change
Just know I'm fighting
Below the lining
Behold
Regardless if I change
He's home

It's not the who I'm attracted but what I do what attracts
I got Yeshua to back me and I am through with the acting
Reaction is to the traction
What's happening is compassion
I'm automatically fashioning
I'm emphatically passionate
Family matters in question
Got me relearning the lesson
And me discerning the blessing of unity in our difference

Unity in resemblance

You and me as a brother or you and me as a sister
What I know is this system of scrutiny and resistance
Got people in our community muted in confliction
Our duty becomes discretion
To fluently live the scriptures
Congruently in the picture
Of you and me on a mission

So let us tenderly listen and let us in when we visit
I promise you we embrace all the promises He elicits
If truth and grace is the vision
We gotta make a decision in this vocation predicament

Imma make amends
Let me get your hand

God unbind me
So far all I see are my wants
I want it all to change
Just know I'm fighting
Below the lining
Behold
Regardless if I change
He's home

Spirit lead me
Spirit lead me
I need Your direction Lord
And not my perception Lord

Spirit lead me
Spirit lead me
I need Your direction Lord
And not my perception Lord
Make me new
Make me new
Make me more and more like You
Make me new
Make me new
Make me more and more like You

God unbind me
So far all I see are my wants
I want it all to change