Lyrics icantwritesongsanymore - Batya Belle

Everytime I take my pen
You just land inside my head
But I don't want to write the same songs over again
All I want to do right now
Sit and sing a song and I'll
Analyze the lyrics
Make them feel meaningless

Take the fun out of what I love
Like it's some sort of puzzle
You're the only one I trust not to move a muscle
But it's getting hard lately
My words don't phase me
I'm running out of fuel

I can't write songs anymore
It hurts too much to ignore
Feelings I put into words
They just don't work like they used to
And I know it's hard to agree
When everyone's waiting on me
But I only say what I see
And I ain't been seeing nothing

Every time I cry I write down why but it don't help
Been keeping way too many journals since twelve
Still can't say how I feel
Hiding from something unknown
Something way too far big for my own

And I fall into the tropes
Have you but I feel alone
Cause I know that nothing ever lasts
Cause when life's good then it's great
And when it's bad I just hide
I've got nothing to say so nothing to write

I cant write songs anymore
It hurts too much to ignore
Feelings I put into words
They just don't work like they used to

And everything stays the same
I've got nothing new on the brain
What do you want me to say
When I'm fresh outta lines

And I'm sorry mom and dad
I could never give what you never had
I hope you all understand
But I can't do this anymore