Lyrics According To God - Beautiful Eulogy , Beautiful Eulogy feat. Joseph , Joseph
I'm
a
believer
Sometimes
I
believe
the
lies
of
the
deceiver
The
lies
of
seeds
when
they
sprout
They
lead
to
seasons
of
spiritual
amnesia
Deep
seeded
self
doubt
That
creeps
in
my
conscious
feeds
my
fear
And
keeps
me
up
at
night
conquered
by
Critical
thoughts
my
mind
is
prone
to
conjure
When
it
wanders,
watching
my
failures,
play
back
play
back
on
repeat
Im
trying
to
change
the
chain
of
events
but
Can't
rewind
to
find
the
delete,
button
to
push
I'm
on
the
edge
its
like
the
world
is
about
to
end
I'm
in
the
middle
of
armagaddon
with
No
arms,
no
weapons,
no
armor
for
protection
It's
the
testing
of
my
faith
and
I
know
the
answers
but
instead
I'm
just
guessing
Like
I
forgot
that
God
was
my
father
and
I
was
set
apart
for
his
on
possession
His
word
is
my
armor
and
my
protection
Against
the
enemy's
deception
But
I
still
question
How
can
i
receive
Such
an
incredible
blessing
when
I
feel
like
I'm
less
than
Because
I
went
through
a
divorce
am
I
A
second
rate
Christian
I
know
that's
a
lie
So
I
won't
listen
through
Christ
I'm
forgiven
Im
being
formed
into
his
image
According
to
God
I'm
was
called
from
darkness
into
his
marvelous
light
He
is
near
to
the
broken
hearted
faithful
to
finish
what
he
started
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
Who
do
you
think
you
are?
As
a
child
I
struggled
to
Identify
most
of
my
misplaced
anger
and
rage
Dealing
with
a
whole
emotion
of
consequences
Based
on
the
way
I
was
raised
The
feeling
for
affection
and
affirmation
Adjusted
performance
to
get
attention
and
Gain
some
sort
of
acceptance
but
found
I
was
always
rejected
and
pushed
away
Deep
scars
feeling
of
not
belonging
Caused
hall
emotional
walls
and
any
Attempt
to
recover
from
a
lost
of
Confidence
was
incredibly
small
The
residual
effects
of
abandonment
Had
me
observing
my
character
flaws
And
viewing
them
all
as
insufficiently
Capable
of
relating
or
growing
with
God
I
believed
these
lies
to
be
true
for
me
My
experience
was
the
proof
for
me
Up
to
the
point
where
I
can
sense
Christ
Relentless
love
and
complete
pursuit
of
me
And
spoke
to
me
offering
me
hope
and
life
Through
his
word
showing
me
his
beauty
Changing
my
perception
and
giving
me
Perspective
of
the
way
God
truly
viewed
me
A
man
who
was
prized
and
pardoned
And
chosen
before
the
world's
foundation
His
whole
possession,
his
royal
priesthood
I'm
part
of
his
holy
nation
I'm
his
friend,
I'm
valued
completely
cared
for
Enough
for
Christ
to
purchase
According
to
God
I'm
an
adopted
child
With
intimate
access
created
with
purpose
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