Lyrics Own Home - BEL

I dont wanna and i dont really care
I just want to sit here bare
But i promised my mum i would try for her
The i saw my face i had to lie
I dont know how you can do this
I know
What if i dont get through this
Oh well
Then i know
Ill die in comfort in my own home
Turning my back on what i love most
Captivating me a hoax
Why do i always fall for this i dont
Learn from the mistakes ive earned
Im sick to death of holding it it
Good god
I breath it before it can breathe me in
I think
Thats the way
To die in comfort in my own
I dont want to know and i dont really care
I just wanna sot here bare
But i promised my mum i would try for her
Then i saw my face i had to lie
I dont know how you can do this
I know
What if i dont get through this
Oh well
Then i know
Ill die in comfort in my own home