Lyrics disgusting - Benedixhion

Everyday I wake up
I just gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She dripping in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothing
Yah yah
Everyday I wake up
I just gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She dripping in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothing
Yah yah

I been off a substance
Yah yah
I just fill my cup up
I be turning to the drugs for all my problems
Kinda funny cuz that shit ain't
Ever even solve em
No way
I think that I'm dying
I'm drowning like everyday
Losing to my demons
I think i'm going insane
Catch me in the city
Jus smokin' my woes away

I just needa reason
Like why am I still alive
Sometimes I be tweaking
My life feels like it's a lie
I been feeling so fucked up
But it's still not enough

Everyday I wake up
I just gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She dripping in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothing
Yah yah
Everyday I wake up
I just gun it
I feel like a monster
I'm disgusting
She dripping in makeup
Telling me she love me
I'm so sick of fake love
Got me feeling nothing
Yah yah