Lyrics Eazy - Benefit Tanaka

My life was never easy, huh

My heart is crying but I'm not, the tears have dried up
I've counted on a couple folks, they told me they tied up
And then tired, "Up city boys," I said
Sin bathed, I rose a vicious folk
Sinbad couldn't hold a bold duel
I sing bad memories to hold me sane, hold
I fuel my desire when I pour and mold
Past memories in my palms like smooth clay
I could go Hannah Baker, I could name my Justin, Clay Jensen
Bryce, Jess, not to mention
The Tonys, that circle around like they know me
The ones that tell me I've changed like the old me
Didn't change at their mercy, now they don't like this hoe me
This wholesome me
I've been in love with this chick for a year (Alright, what she say?)
But then she said, "No it's not you, it's me," I said, "Yeah!"
'Cause see bitch, I am Benefit
And if I date you, you stay relevant
Nah I can't lose myself for you to benefit
Mxm, now they tell me I'm full of it
Well it's not easy, you break a nigga heart
You summon the monster inside out to full effect
Ayo, mxm

My life was never easy
This next one gon' be easy
My life was never, my life was never, my life was never easy
(Nah I mean this shit is getting too easy so imma let Ash here finish y'all niggas)

Ayo, who you see, what you do, I do twice more
Ain't got no brakes, no limits, can never go slow
They don't double tap, fear that I might blow
Tick tick tock, ready or not, imma explode
M-A-O is the name that they callin'
I knock down these bitches like I'm ballin'
And when you mention my name you know they all in
MVP babe check what I'm scorin'
I, I, I, imma make 'em know my name
I get why they hate and I would hate me the same
Flow so sick, got the city on meds
So I don't blame you bitches, you contest with the best
Got the crown on my head, just call me Miss Universe
And I'm killing this verse
Got way more in my purse
And imma keep putting pressure 'cause I know that it hurts
And don't you stand up in my way 'cause I ain't showing mercy now

All my girls spin up
Ashley is the key, know she ate this up
Put the diamonds on my ring 'cause I king this show
You ain't a nigga but you prolly wanna ask me out, okay