Lyrics Mixed Feelings - Benjamin

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings

Life's just a roller coaster lately
The drop's getting closer steadily
I'm avoiding the uphills, change me
You could try, but never underrate me

I wouldn't say my feelings are confidential
'Cause anybody could see I'm not feeling well
But there's a few actually taking a stand
Hey, is that ringing any bell?

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings

Am I blind, 'cause what I want to find
Is right in line with what I used to decline
You don't need a mastermind to untwine
My one of a kind stupid white lies, surprise!

I do love myself like I've never done before
Embracing what's been tough, I'm reaching for my core
Help is something I'm never asking for
Seems like I always want more and more

But there is one thing that I don't quite grasp
Between what I want and what I have catched
There is a gap that feels like a trap
Do I need a map or could I simply lay back?

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings

One day I am peaking
The other I am leaking
How do I stop the bleeding?
The key is maybe sleeping

With me I'm competing
Myself I should be treating
Better than a beating
I'm filled with mixed feelings