Lyrics MellowWithMe - Bishop Nehru

I been out my mind, feeling feeble
Why am I the guy seen as evil?
Time is flying by like an eagle
I'm tryna survive and be peaceful

It seems problems are always approaching
Been living pessimistic and it's gotten me frozen
The slow-motion life that I've been provoking
Is not for the coaching
Just coasting and I know this
But I'm thinking it's bogus
Probably cause it's I see me speeding in a green lotus
And then I wake from the dream, sleeping on the sofa
I been queasy on this life coastal
But I feel I should approach with hoes before I throw up
Cause I ain't going to these parties, they fucking suck
At every one someone's trying to get me drunk
Yo, bruh, you sure you don't wanna try a cup
Nah
Honestly, I need Marleys to puff
And a pear-shaped queen with an ass I could cup
Cause the chick that I went on Sway to discuss
Told me she sees me as friends and that ain'tmuch

Uh, I lost my mom needed dad or a tide
And I just can't find it
It's awfully silent
Plus I have a hard time deciding
What I want to do with life
I like to meditate big beats and write
But these parasites are repairing my sight
Tryna siphon light and that's the shit I never like
So like Pike, I continue my hike
Out of sight, on the low, though my eyes tight closed
And the Tommy got a oddly cologne
Probably cause I'll be home on the roof getting blown
Cops still patrol just to make themselves known
But I go unnoticed like a ghost in the midst
And its ghost in the midst
So I stroll to the fifth dimension
And they mentioned dementia
But I dismissed insults they send to me
And continue killing with these soliloquies
Peace