Lyrics Lodger - Blanks.
And
so
I
tried-my-best-to
defend
(Stop
waiting,
I
won't
believe
again)
Takes
a
minute
to
trust
your
hands
again
(Stop
waiting,
I
won't
believe
again)
If
and
when
I
close
my
eyes
It's
like
it's-
(Not
dark,
it's
a
blank
sunrise)
A
minute
to
split
this
head
to
Distend
with
force
I
will
not
try
it
but-
My
dreams
tell
me
I'm
infinite
But
that
don't
work
I'm
sure
No
second
guessing
the
mean-ing
of
it
But
that
don't
work
I'm
sure
Tape
my
back
down
if
I
can
escape
(Stop
waiting
I
won't
believe
again)
Just
hold
my
breath
now
despite
my
face
Of
course
I
will
not
try
it
but
My
dreams
tell
me
I'm
infinite
But
that
don't
work
I'm
sure
No
second
guessing
the
meaning
of
it
But
that
don't
work
and
I'm
sure---
I'll-be
a--lone
But
that
don't
work
and
I'm
sure---
I'll-be
a--lone
Oh
the
girl
from
Ipanema
goes
walking
Down
the
street
the
way
that
shes
talking-
I'm---
not---
sure
Shes
trying
hoping,
Ways
that
she's
waiting,
I'm
not
trying,
I'm
hesitating
I'm---
so
far---
from
sure.
There's
something
lodged,
in
the
back,
of
my
mind
today
and
uh
I
think
it
might
be
alive
There's
something
lodged
in
the
back
of
my
mind
today
and
uh
I
think
it
might
be
alive---
It'd
be
too
easy
but
I
can't
pretend
(Stop
waiting
I
won't
believe
again)
No
contemplation
with
my
arms
extended
(Stop
waiting
I
won't
believe
again)
If
and
when
I
close
my
eyes
it's
like
it's-
(Not
dark,
it's
a
blank
sunrise)
A
minute
to
Split-this-head-to-distend
with
force
I
will
not
try
it
but-
My
dreams
tell
me
I'm
infinite
But
that
don't
work
I'm
sure
No
second
guessing
the
mean-ing
of
it
But
that
don't
work
and
I'm
sure---
I'll-be
a--lone
But
that
don't
work
I'm,
sure---
I'll-be
a--lone
Oh
the
girl
from
Ipanema
goes
walking
Down
the
street
the
way
that
shes
talking-
I'm---
not---
sure
Shes
trying
hoping,
Ways
that
she's
waiting,
I'm
not
trying,
I'm
hesitating
I'm---
so
far---
from
sure.
There's
something
lodged,
in
the
back,
of
my
mind
today
and
uh
I
think
it
might
be
alive
There's
something
lodged
in
the
back
of
my
mind
today
and
uh
I
think
it
might
be
alive---
But
I'm
not
trying
to
take
my
own
life
I've
got
meaningless
questions
to
ask
myself
I
know
there's
no
good
in
rehabilitation
I've
sought
meaning
Still
I
know
the
code,
I
wrote
it
down
Infinite
lives
come
gun
me
down
Up,
up,
down,
down,
select,
start
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