Lyrics Pallas - Bond.

(Cluttered, Athena)
I thought I'd be fine here without ya
I went off the rails I don't know where I wound up
I hope that one day I'll be something you're proud of
Till then I'll just keep my shroud up

You crown yourself a deity
But if I stand my ground
Accept you now
Will you answer me?
How do I keep away these thoughts
Of lives he could've lived but lost
If you're not real why do I feel your touch
Blaming myself tell me where I went wrong

Who am I to say?
I walked away
Kept my shield to face
When I learned her fate
Melt my words away
Take my breath from me
Pallas fell by my blade
So I took up her name

In the week before I left I felt you calling out
Didn't think much of it but I know now
I didn't remember
I said "In December I would see you again"
Now I'm stuck without anywhere to go
And I'm breathing but the air's making me choke
Then I got the call and almost dropped my phone
Then I jumped on the first plane home
And now I'm crying in my bedroom alone
It's too much to process
I feel like I know whose fault it is
Now don't even tell me you were her friend
Cuz you're the one who did it in the end

You crown yourself a deity
But if I stand my ground
Accept you now
Will you answer me?

Who am I to say?
I walked away
Kept my shield to face
When I learned her fate
Melt my words away
Take my breath from me
Pallas fell by my blade
So I took up her name

I can't fall asleep
I lost count of sheep
If you sew to reap
I won't call you weak
When you brush my cheek
I know why I weap for you now

Who am I to say?
I walked away
Kept my shield to face
When I learned her fate
Melt my words away
Take my breath from me
Pallas fell by my blade
So I took up her name