Lyrics Self Worthless - Bornsick

I'm scared to death to feel alive
One day I'll wake and realise
This was all a work of goddam lies
I'm the only thing that I despise
I hate me more than words can say
I'm fucked in the head, always in pain
I just want to blow my brains away
Not give fucks about today
I'm lost, I'm trapped, I'm dead infuckingside
I'm filled with a hate that I can't fucking hide
You see me, you hate me, but you don't fucking know me
I'm trapped inside this fucking mind but you can't fucking save me

I don't want to die
I can't save myself tonight

I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive
I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive

The punishment was real
The demons run wild
You are the monster
Betraying the innocents of a child
You deserve all this torture
That eats away at my brain
Why do you get freedom?
While I suffer in pain

I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive
I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive

I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive
I don't want to die
I shoot myself in the head tonight
I can't survive
I'm scared to death to feel alive

I don't want, no I don't want, no I don't want to die
I don't want, no I don't want, no I don't want to die
I don't want to die, I don't want to die
I don't want to die, I don't want to die