Lyrics Trapped Inside - Bornsick

How many ways can I be pulled apart
Before I am left without a heart
How many times will I walk the wire
Before I succumb to the fire

I'm trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time
Trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time

Piece by piece one day at a time
There's always another mountain to climb
When it rains it pours, inside of this head
This aggressions got me seeing red

I'm trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time
Trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time

Trapped in this life that I don't want to live
I've tried to forget but I can't forgive
I carry these burdens that are heavy alone
Is it fair that it's all that I've ever known?
The saddest part and I don't know why
Is that I'm afraid to live, not scared to die
So many things in front of me
But all I want to do is die selfishly

Trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time
Trapped inside
Not in lockdown
Trapped inside my own mind
Locked in time