Lyrics Hesitation Wounds - Boundaries

How I long for that final night
To meet the man that made me, and look him in the eye
Peel back the layers of my heart, expose it's core
Show them a side of me they've never seen before

What if I never get better
Is all I have worth all that I've lost
Who do I ask these questions
The act of introspection
Living in my own annihilation

Compassion fades to nothing
(Where does love go when it leaves?)

All the voices repeat
Now you're gonna be a little more like me
I just want to be like everyone else
I just wanted to stand a fucking chance

We all have the ways that we survive
And I don't think that you're ready to see mine
It's not something I'm proud of
But we're past that now
Don't you think

No more excuses to make
There's not enough parts of me left to be changed
Built on top of all my fucking mistakes
One last failure, between you and me