Lyrics Closure - Boys of Fall

I got four walls that surround my heavy soul
You can't do this; you won't make it
Yeah, I know
Some days I wish I was dead
Wander as a ghost instead
Just to see if being there meant anything at all
Would it hurt to think about me?
Or would you not know?
'Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
Enough for you to see me
And in the end, this is what I chose
It's always the same thing
Over and over
Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
This all ends
And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
Steady sounds of pain are under every breath
Little lies you can't accept
'Cause I know you
You bury the truth
Lies from the start, 'cause there's nothing to lose
And if ever had the chance I would never try again
I mean nothing at all
Would it hurt to think about me?
Or would they not know?
'Cause I never really let my guard enough down low
Enough for you to see me
And in the end, this is what I chose
It's always the same thing
Over and over
Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
This all ends
And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
It sinks slow
'Cause in the end all we have is our regret
And I found you, when I had nothing left
And I found you, found you
It's always the same thing
Over and over
Thinking the closure will help me try to understand the way
This all ends
And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway
This all ends
And it's hopeless
It's what I get for seeking an answer that I never believed anyway