Lyrics Weird Feelings - Braend Lee

Wow wow.Wow wow.
Please be.
Please be by me
These things are not me

I've grown to be strong
Now I just break songs
I've been holding on to me
But soon I'll lose to this weird ass feeling

Weird ass feeling
Look love

I'm still trying to hold on
Hold on
Lord forgive me for my so longs
So long

I'm just trying to prolong
All these feelings that I don't share
Got you feeling like I don't care
Walk around so fucking cold

I've been feeling like a ghost
I've been going through the motions
I've been drowning while I float
Guess my life is like the ocean
I just gotta find a boat

Since my mama got deported
I've been bagging up the coat
Hustling every single winter

Just to buy myself a coat
I've been looking for a way
Time to dig about this hole
Time to get up out this grave

Lately i've been feeling strange
I've been working like a slave
Time to take off all these chains
Everybody say I changed

Guess they never been through pain
Picture perfect never been my style
They see me now and I don't even smile
They used to hate me

Now they claim they proud
Plus everybody loves me now
How?

These things are not me
I've grown to be strong
Now I just break songs
I've been holding on to me

But soon I'll lose to this
Weird ass feeling
Weird ass feeling
Love, love, love, love

This feeling is unmatched
I drained it down with some Jack
Just to ease my soul
And roll this boat that's fighting

Just to stay afloat
Say adios to pain
Then vamanos to rage
I'm trying to stay the same

Only obstacle has changed
I was grounded and roofed
I've been guided from the roots
Now I got a lot to prove

Ever since I changed my view
Life went in a different direction
Make some corrections
Now a nigga counting his blessings

Over mountains I'm stepping
Don't give a damn about no fake
They can't relate
I stay awake

Half the population snakes
Demons in the flesh
So the hip is where it rest
Changed my lifestyle

Cause my mom was tired
Of dealing with my shit
No diploma had the grip
Never absent from a spliff

Always absent from physics
Found a passion, took a risk
Yeah, this booth is like my gym
Trying to get it, trying to win

If I make it, then I'm in
The playoff, shit better stay off
I'm bout to take off
That's why I never took a day off

It's weird, I don't think I care
I don't even know
Where I'm trying to go
I don't, I don't

I don't really give a fuck
So you know I'm trying to live it up
Got my soul and I won't give it up
I won't stop until they give it up

These things are not me
I've grown to be strong
Now I just write songs
I've been holding on