Lyrics Bardo (remember me) - Bramwin feat. jxsie beats

I didn't wanna write this, but my heart asked me to
Is hurting the only thing in life that I'll do?
I hope not, but right now I feel unskilled
When I die I wanna be the one who herself killed

I just feel like you could've been a better person with me
And respected who I was instead of running away
Does it really hurt you that much who I can be?
I hope I can actually meet you someday

Even though, you did everything on your power to ignore my existence
Why the fuck am I so hurt by this distance?
Everybody in this place ran away without me
And I don't understand why the fuck I feel so lonely

I just know, that I might put an end to this
That's why I'm writing a letter without any meaning for you, to know what I miss
I miss you, and I miss everyone else too
And the feelings in my gut tell me that they left because of you

I don't know if you'll see this because I don't know where you are
I just know that you left me alone and scared
I still am and I feel like you're really really far
And I know that even if I found you, you wouldn't have cared

As nobody does, no one cares for me
I pretend that I'm strong but I just wanna flee the scene
Behind the screens and behind this mic I'm here
Crying for a person that wishes that I disappeared

And I wish that too (wish that too)
All I feel and wear is just black and blue
And as I finish writing my last words
I'm gonna get out and escape from this world