Fuck 05

What you get this year for Christmas?
One homie in the casket, another face in prison
If the charge is pinned, it proves he's the reason
That the other homie's not living
Merry Christmas

The whole year's been fucked from the jump
In 05, we tried but failed to keep our heads up
The whole year's beenin' the jump
In 05, we tried but failed to keep our heads up

I was tellin' my girl about Lauren
How I ain't supposed to Lauren, gotta call about Lauren
Now I'm at the memorial mornin'
With the rosary beads, her mom made me damn Lauren
It's been pourin' real heavy this year
A whole clique's bein' punished for somethin'
Her soul feels, what's the deal?

Did we deal with the devil too long?
Would you leave me to believe that we can't right out our wrongs?
Or is it really true the good die young?
The razor blade of a tongue won't wake the dead up
What the fuck now? What they just locked Bug up?
His mom, his dad, his brother tucking his sister up
A few months and then most went free but I went up the road
It's still hard to believe and, in the midst of all this tragedy

Big grind passed rapidly, my heart's to your family
Dad and half the wolf packs take it to the rest
May God bless and make sure, that the peaceless man rest at best
I'm pissed but I'm more like falling
I can hear the bottle calling so I drink this up I'm about

Fuck 2005, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends
Fuck 2005, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends

My lonely tears are now shielded by a pillow
Where my angel once lay, but now now a wiltin' weepin' willow
That's poetically perfect and beautifully
Written But to live it is to know less in retrospect
To everything else it doesn't even hold a thread

But the breaths that my head used to lay in
That felt like a caress that would protect me from death
Are now gone and everything around me is death
Good riddance bitch, I really don't need to see
You did nothing but lie and I tried to believe
You tried to treat you like the angel that I thought you were
But now I see you for the demon and my past is blurred
And it occurred, maybe it was some of the things I did
What I did was try to do you good to give you kids
So matter of fact, you can stay no fire bitch

Because I'm going in the wind for 2006
I don't need the drama, don't need the pain
My new year's resolution was to gain some fame
Reclaim these streets in big babes name

So I'm grinding all the time, trying to make it in again
I don't need the drama, don't need the pain
My new year's resolution was to gain some fame
Reclaim these streets in big babes name
So I'm grinding all the time trying to make it in the game

Fuck 2005, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends
Fuck 2005 it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends

Goddamn big babe, can't be big babe
I knew something was wrong, didn't think you'd say
That the homie just passed away
That the homie just passed away
That the homie just passed away
In my head and I can't get it out
Pour it out, so much liquor we could end the drought
When I saw you in the casket I almost passed out
Started balling like a baby but I had to let it out

Tested hearts to so many, found my R memory
Trying to find a reason for this senseless loss
Haven't found any pissed off tempers
Hot at any given second, I might go off
Put my hand on the cross and I pray for your soul
Though I know you're in heaven and you're draped in gold
Crouched down in the clouds
Breaking guidance, see lower plane pooling, yes we know
You'd play better if you had your stick
You know how many times I had to hear that shit

I wish one more time I could hear that shit
So many different memories I reminisce
When I hear your voice and the hook you left
It's almost like you're here even after death
I'd give anything to take just one more step with you
And I'd talk for just one more breath
Till that happens, I gotta keep ballin'
In our hearts you'll never be forgotten
Eleven, twenty-nine, eighty-two twelve, three, zero, five
Rest in peace to my colleagues

Fuck 2005, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends
Fuck 2005, it'll go down in history
With the most miserable memories
I'm missing my sanity and my family
Those to the left don't speak like mannequins as
I'm sitting in the middle just losing all of my friends