Lyrics Post Tour Depression - Breakout

I'm looking at the wall hour after hour
I feel so strange, the walls feel too close,
This room is colder than before,
Hard to feel fine, there's no one anymore

Friends disappear, no sound to hear
Why does it all have to come to an end?
Back to the reality, back to the quiet
I want to live it over and over again
I already know this feeling
At home alone, back to anxiety
I already know this feeling,
It's just my post tour depression

I tried to unpack, but it's all just a mess
Can't shake the feeling of emptiness
Walls staring back like they know my pain
They remember the nights when I feel insane
So I sit here alone
The silence is real
Nothing left to feel

Friends disappear, no sound to hear
Why does it all have to come to an end?
Back to the reality, back to the quiet
I want to live it over and over again
I already know this feeling
At home alone, back to anxiety
I already know this feeling,
It's just my post tour depression

I've been through so much, I've gotten used to chaos
When it comes to an end, it's so fucking strange
I want to escape my 9 to 5
And once again
I keep living my lie
The high is gone, I feel so low
Stuck in quiet, with nowhere to go

Friends disappear, no sound to hear
Why does it all have to come to an end?
Back to the reality, back to the quiet
I want to live it over and over again
I already know this feeling
At home alone, back to anxiety
I already know this feeling,
It's just my post tour depression

So I sit home alone,
I have to go back to work
Nothing left to feel,
I'm here home alone
Waiting for the next tour to escape from here