Lyrics Within Myself - Bril Abanti

I imagine a bird tryna fly with a nest
With his pride to his chest
And and and everything he used to
These days I'm crawling to Christ saying I am a mess
Confess
That I cannot connect I think that I have bluetooth
A loose screw

Scream where my identity I thought He had my soul
But I keep on falling captive to the one who takes my hope
Place trust inside my home
I hate feeling that it's gone
When I'm feeling so defeated I just crawl inside a hole within myself

Is this the way that Satan got in
Within myself
Is this the path them demons take
Within myself
Is this the way that Satan got in
Within myself
Is this the path them demons take
Within myself

When I do not understand
Imma
Go lift hands on me
When I do not have a plan
Imma
Go lift hands on me
When I track and in a jam
Imma
Go lift hands on me
When I think I gotta a chance
Imma
Go lift hands on me

I think I think Satan gives me space to show my strength
Love to show how strong I am Christ look at my bench
The tricky thing is I wasn't meant to carry sin
But I feel so burdensome by giving it to him
So I overthink and make sure that Jesus don't gotta worry
I'm gucci with this weight go save the world and don't be burdened
I fall and feel the shame and I know He's bound to hurry
To me but I feel this deep sensation just to start curling

Within myself
Within myself
Within myself
Within myself

I imagine a bird tryna fly with a nest
With his pride to his chest
And and and everything he used to
These days I'm crawling to Christ saying I am a mess
Confess
That I cannot connect I think that I have bluetooth
A loose screw
Within myself
Within myself
Within myself
Within myself