Lyrics 20&Sad - Heart Heavy - Brizz632

I feel the pain when i lay down)
(everybody hate when i go up)
(i feel the pain when i lay down)
(hahaItsThe632GangHomie)

My heart is heavy and it's pouring now
I feel the pain when i lay down, huh
Nothing is funny about growing up
Im over 20 but im not living my best life

Pray for me
Im getting older and this stress on me
Its getting heavy, i cant carry it
I need me God in my life oh please

Like oh, been singing love songs
Im so broke, i need me cash bro
Right now, i dont like myself
I showed love to many people but they did me wrong

Show love to many people but they do me wrong
I never go out
Social anxiety, man i stay at home
They wanna meet up but my homie i just tell them 'No'
I cannot do it, i wont do it
Just leave me alone
Cause i know that im suicidal
Every single time i think about my funeral
In my mind i dont really know whats going on
I imagine myself inside a coffin

My heart is heavy and it's pouring now
I feel the pain when i lay down, huh
Nothing is funny about growing up
Im over 20 but im not living my best life

Pray for me
Im getting older and this stress on me
Its getting heavy, i cant carry it
I need me God in my life oh please

Like oh, been singing love songs
Im so broke, i need me cash bro
Right now, i dont like myself
I showed love to many people but they did me wrong

I should've known
A lotta things get harder when you older
Too many things make sense when you older
If you are a kid, live your life to the fullest
Thats the only chance you got
Make sure you dont mess it up
Live your life to the fullest
Do things that you like

My heart is heavy and it's pouring now
I feel the pain when i lay down, huh
Nothing is funny about growing up
Im over 20 but im not living my best life

Pray for me
Im getting older and this stress on me
Its getting heavy, i cant carry it
I need me God in my life oh please

Like oh, been singing love songs
Im so broke, i need me cash bro
Right now, i dont like myself
I showed love to many people but they did me wrong