Lyrics Feels Like Hell - Brother Jim

Honestly some days I think I've lost myself
My heart's breaking, if she doesn't love me how can I love myself?
Why would I wanna live if I can't be myself?
Only time I feel free lately is all by myself
Ignored and lonely, been feeling like I'm a shell
Tortured, treacherous, tumultuous times
Feels like I'm in Hell
Ain't feeling right, ain't really feeling well
Who am I gonna call for help when they all ignore their cells?
Feeling let down, low on the ground like I fell
How I feel, I always fail, I always fall
Gotta call on God, gotta crawl
Humble and Holy don't need a Grail at all
But I wish I had my girl
Traveling this dark world
God, can I be real? I don't like it here, I don't like how I feel
Spending time getting numb and popping pills
Why's it so hard to heal?
I'm calling God and rejecting the Devil's deals

Gotta call on God, gotta crawl
Feeling let down, low on the ground like I fell
Gotta call on God when the world feels like Hell