Lyrics Sometimes - BrvndonP feat. Mission

I know it might sound crazy
A little crazy sometimes I just wanna get away
But you gotta feel me
Sometimes I just wanna fly away
Sometimes
Sometimes
Uh
Sometimes I just wanna be by myself now
Surrounded by darkness and I wonder how
Would it be better if I just x me out
Cause I always get rejected never figured out
And to be honest I don't feel safe when I'm driving now
I'm so angry when I'm scrolling through my twitter flare
Another black person dead laying on the ground
And that's somebody's son somebody's mom's now
And I'm doing what I want too care about the consequences
Tryna fill the void inside that I know is missing
Or would it be better if I just got a nina
Put a hole in they dome cause I don't like them either
And I don't wanna breathe a heart full of pain
I don't know what to say and yet I'm feeling drained
Please come [?] lord all these situations in my head
I'm going through it
Better or worse I just want [?]
I know it might sound crazy
A little crazy sometimes I just wanna get away
But you gotta feel me
Sometimes I just wanna fly away
Sometimes
Sometimes
Thinking bout that time my dad took me for ice cream
It's ironic how I remember being that I was only three
Gave me a dollar kissed my cheek said he'd be back
I fell asleep called at ma dollar in my dream
That's the last time I seen him
Thought about searching but ma pride kept speaking
Plus I had my mama feel like I ain't really need him
I never cried though it hurt when I
See ma friends playing with They dad
Man that pain was the worse
Find myself thinking bout em I asked my mom like how was he
Man she ain't even speak about him
That made me wonder did he hurt her did he cheat on her
Them typa thoughts made me wanna pull the heat on him
If you could hear me somewhere listening I'm a dad now
That's why I don't know how you could ever leave
But I guess to each his own
If I tell my kids I'm leaving they know I'm coming home
I know it might sound crazy
A little crazy sometimes I just wanna get away
But you gotta feel me
Sometimes I just wanna fly away
Sometimes
(I gotta be by myself)
Sometimes
(I need to be my myself)
I just wanna be free
Free from all the pain all the pain
Can't somebody help me
Looking all around I need a change
Sometimes I just wanna be by myself
Sometimes I just wanna be by myself
Just wanna be free
I gotta be free
Just wanna be free
Gotta be free
Sometimes I gotta be by myself
Sometimes I gotta be, gotta be by myself