Lyrics Overboard - Buck Bowen

I feel like jumping ship
Mutiny on my mind I'm like fuck this shit
How much longer does it go for?
Slowly decomposing till there's no more

It's a battle between hope and defeat
All I know is there is no loneliness when you sleep
Feeling cast a drift floating through life passionless
Everything looks fine because I act as if

I'm past convinced that my life will have a tragic end
I'm sort of sad that I won't see it happening
I guess I'm just a masochist
Depression is a best friend I like the pain attached to it

No you don't, yes I do
The more I know, the less I knew
Lost, left confused, blind, dumb, deaf, and mute
Piss away my life and leave the rest unused

Trapped again, cast a drift
Floating through life feeling passionless
Trapped again, cast a drift
Floating through life feeling passionless

The skeletons are knocking their bones keep piling up
I can see the reaper indicating that my time is up
But I ain't ready to go
I just want to keep living and be miserable

They say worry is like a rocking chair
It'll keep you busy but won't get you anywhere
But I ain't trying to move
So it's a luxury for me to get caught in a shitty mood

Got to feed the beast
Adrenaline is over flowing so you know it needs to eat
I keep gritting my teeth
Trying to get a leg up while I sit in defeat

Losing grip always wanting more
The smallest thing seems like an elephant I cannot ignore
Hypomanic lost cause and
I've only hit the tip of a Titanic problem

Trapped again, cast a drift
Floating through life feeling passionless
Trapped again, cast a drift
Floating through life feeling passionless