Lyrics Drowning - Burden

Im the only soilder in the battle field went to war with the world
I tried confiding in my homeboy but he was for my girl
Really wanna get my mom a big house with the diamonds and the perals
But a businessman just wanna sell you dreams he don't keep it thorough
So i gotta do it on my own fuck it look that aint nothing new, to me
I been homeless at the grocery store
With no money tryna steal food to eat
I been 14 selling dime bags old hags try schooling me
I been in situations in the streets
Just thankful i had that tool with me
And to tell the truth i aint never
Lied you aint never right homie step aside
I done made it up out the dirt now
I really got some shit to jeopardize
For all the people that are low on
Placement i swear to God i can empathize
I done watched the same shit as you seen
The same thing different set of eyes and i know
I feel like ive been drowning,
Feel like ive been drowning can somebody save me
Aint nobody around me when im
Spiraling down and please can somebody save me
Wish i was closer to my family they never
Understanded me i feel they all abandon me
And by force that made a man of me
And i know this life aint getting no easier
And you know its been a long time since i needed ya
And i dont go back and forth on social media
You wont understand whats in my heart
Until your whole family their greiving ya
Imma tell you how it motherfucking is
Everyone that i know came up in the dope game
Motherfuckers aint gon' hear it but
They talking that shit suicide Kurt Cobain
I aint got no radio hits but i bet that i still blow up like propane
Fall down and probably get kicked by your
Dog and your bitch man that should be so lame
I speak to God and ask for the strength
Asking for answers tryna fill the blanks
What is money is it really fake how
I go from bubba straight to the bank
Why i always felt the fucking pain
Coulda taught me lessons in another way
But who am i to try question God when im
Truly blessed to see a better day and i know
I feel like ive been drowning feel
Like ive been drowning can somebody save me
Aint nobody around when im spiraling
Down and please can somebody save me
Wish i was closer to my family they never
Understanded me i feel they all abandon me
And by force that made a man of me