Lyrics Hand's Down - CJ Suprxme

Cloudy skies surround me
All of the demons around me
All my friends that I thought were riders all beat down me
All along I been looking in the wrong place
Wrong fights at the wrong times, all the wrong lines
I don't even see the light

Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy
Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy

I know it's better now, but I don't feel better now
I'm feelin' worse, feel my heart stop as I'm breaking down
And now nobody talks to me and I feel so alone
I'm feelin' I should go back to my old shit on the low
It's like fuck where I go
I got nothing anymore
I might take a bunch of pills and watch myself drop to the floor
And it wouldn't be the first time that I ever had these thoughts
I might put that shit to use, I grab the bottle and I pop
Oh this ain't a song no more, this is a message
I've been feeling useless, now my life's just a wreckage
I've never felt so alone in my life
And I'm so broken I think I might draw the line

Is it ever enough
Feel like I should give up
Everything that I do, is it enough for you

Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy
Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy

Cloudy skies surround me
All of the demons around me
All my friends that I thought were riders all beat down me
All along I been looking in the wrong place
Wrong fights at the wrong times, all the wrong lines
I don't even see the light

Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy
Hand's down, I've been lost for a long time
I try to look but I can't feel the sunlight
I'm still in shock from the words that you said to me
Fuck life, I feel like everyone's my enemy