Lyrics In This Life - COURTSIDEJAY

It won't ever work
With all the shit you on
You say that you'll find happiness
When infact you're all alone
Gonna make me turn
Looking back at all my flaws
I bring them up to surface
Then give them hell
Thats all i've known

In this life
It's decided by
Anywhere you go
Or who's next riding side
No calling shotgun
But this pump gon make you hide
Won't say that I got them but
They stay on call if we need the slide

She just keep feigning
Off of no ones attention
Cant get her over from her past love
It's like if someone went and forgot to mention
Yeah
You gotta get yours while the times young
Give me all the right
To go back to my old ways
I've been out here trying
To be good
I need both ways
Reciprocate the vibe
And make sure that it's okay
It's to the way i like
Just for now while i need closure

Shit just gets harder girl when you close to winning
The type of shit i gotta handle
On daily bases swear its never forgiven
Is how i feel
About my plans oh

It won't ever work
With all the shit you on
You say that you'll find happiness
When infact you're all alone
Gonna make me turn
Looking back at all my flaws
I bring them up to surface
Then give them hell
Thats all I've known

Shit just gets harder girl when you close to winning
The type of shit i gotta handle
On daily bases swear its never forgiven
Is how i feel
About my plans oh

Make me feel the slack
Imma let you hear it on a track
Go behind my back
And see why I was meant to last
I just fucked my ex
It was good but I need more than that
She simply ain't enough
I know it's fucked up how I call her that

But I'm cold, while I've grown
And I know
That you ain't coming back to me
So ill go get in my zone
No control
On these hoes
They all want it
Oh I know
But it's just one fuck at a time that's all my life has to show for

Shit just gets harder girl when you close to winning
The type of shit i gotta handle
On daily bases swear its never forgiven
Is how i feel
About my plans oh

It won't ever work
With all the shit you on
You say that you'll find happiness
When infact you're all alone
Gonna make me turn
Looking back at all my flaws
I bring them up to surface
Then give them hell
Thats all I've known