Lyrics IM SCARED TO BE 30 AND STILL RAPPING LIKE YOU NIGGAS - CXRPSE

(Huh, yeah-yeah)
(Yeah, yeah-yeah)
(Okay) Huh

Every night, I wanna run away
Daydream, thinking about a better place
Can't look me in the mirror because I fucking hate my face
I bet if I died it would be a holiday
Giving my all to be better, but whatever
Niggas want me to be lesser
Every day, I feel more pressure to the lyric down to letters
Insecurity insidе of me, I'm sober, just in spite of mе
No human can inspire me, and I wanna retire, please

I been doing all this shit for years
Just to fuck up my own life and spending nights in drowning tears
Everybody trying to hate me, but I made it a career
Battle suicidal thoughts and demons talking in my ear

And I'm, I'm so tired
Why do we desire?
I try, live life with liars
If I died one more time
I'll get higher, higher, agh

Bitch, I'm done from working all-day
Bitch, I grind so I could get paid
You put on a front because you lame
All you got a pussy-ass-brain
I can't take it, you are the same
I just wanna go learn a trade
Get off the mic and go run a fade
Hate your life because everything fake

I thought music was so fun, flexing bitches, toting guns
Should've known from the day I started doing it, I won
But now, I'm getting older and one day I'll have a son
And before I die like you, I wanna win and then be done
I cannot be a statistic, youngling was a misfit
Lost a lotta friends, 17 yeah, I missed it
They could never do it how I do while doing dishes
Been sold out shows, go and buy a ticket

Suck my fu- di- b-
Stupid ass rap n-