Lyrics Adult Depression - Caine Casanova

Yea (Ooh, oh, oh)
Turn me up a little (Mmm)
Yeah (Ooh, oh, oh)
It's my life
I don't give a fuck what no one says to me (But you don't fucking care, care, care)
You don't know what it feels like to be me
None of you do (Ooh, oh, oh)
I don't give a fuck bout you
I don't even give a fuck bout myself

You really want me to be cold hearted
Fucked up, man fuck all this
I done put too much of my effort before this shit even started
Got me punching the walls, throwing up blood in my toilet
'Cause I'm sick to my stomach and my pride was left too unguarded
It's that big crip nigga (Nigga, nigga)
Heard she's feeling other niggas
That's too mutual to my niggas
Tried to flirt with other bitches
And none of em' caught my interest
This is that you told me not do
Fuck it well I did it, alright
I feel like I'm a victim of love
A victim of heart, a victim of some shit I know of
A victim of passion, a victim of childish crush
Whatever it is, damn it it's affecting me much
Got me feeling sensitive
Whenever I'm telling her stuff
This only happens to Amir and no one's giving a fuck
In due time, if you could see within my eyes
It's no surprise, you'll feel deprived
And plotting your demise

'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is mommy gon' beat me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is her man gon' beat me
I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me?
All I got is tears, 21 years
I can't give no more
Lord I did, Lord I really did
Now it's time to go, oh

Yo Boogs, man I'm telling you everything's gon' be alright
Man, have faith keep ya head up

I don't want advice, I don't want yo fucking pitty
Keep the same energy you have when no one's fucking with me
I ain't asking for it but the realest niggas gon' get me
I could sky rocket and blow up and go to the top
But I'm so humble, I'll blow up and probably get shot
But that's just karma from being nice to everyone
I'll keep you out of drama and place the armor around everyone, uh

'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is mommy gon' beat me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is her man gon' beat me
I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me?
All I got is tears, 21 years
I can't give no more
Lord I did, Lord I really did
Now it's time to go, oh

Man aye cuzz fuck all that, man
We boutta go get this mother fucking money
You in or you out?

It's that big crip nigga (Nigga, nigga)
I've been ready to take my anger out on way too many niggas
I've been feeling like slapping bitches
I've been feeling like loading clips in
I've been feeling like blowing my brains out and still I never did it
Do you feel offended? Am I pushing limits?
Is gon' help me out, you gon drown me in it?
Do I make you uncomfortable with shit I say in verses?
Would you know how to handle to pain if you felt the way I'm hurting?
And that's on my mama, though I suffer from my mama
Though I suffer from my daddy
Though I suffer from my problems
Do I suffer with my granny?
Though I suffer from my cousin
Though I suffer from the streets
And my family never loved me
But you don't fucking care about me (Ooh, oh, oh, oh)
I done had ADHD since elementary
And all I ever wanted was someone to be a friend to me

'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is mommy gon' beat me
Walking 'round the house
And wonder is her man gon' beat me
I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me?
All I got is tears, 21 years
I can't give no more
Lord I did, Lord I really did
Now it's time to go, oh

But you don't fucking care, care, care
About me (Ooh, oh, oh)