Lyrics Losses - CalenRaps

Yeah Yeah
I'm so tired of taking losses

Last week you called my phone and you was crying
This week you hit me up straight lying
I don't know what to believe
Sometimes I wanna say you ain't trying
But your brain straight frying
You don't get high for fun it's a disease
And I remember back when we was young
The only thing my momma ever had to worry bout
Was some baggies of some weed
But I just picked up 30 tabs of addy
And I don't think she'd be happy
If she knew that this was actually a need
But I'm grown now my baggage is for me
Nobody else gon keep me safe and stash away the key
Had to pull myself together like some allocated fees
I ain't trynna be that person that assassinated me
And they gon say I'm going vegan I just graduated beef
If they hating I just take it as they fascinated deep
A lot of rappers got a habit to exaggerate on beats
Cut from different fabric I can't fabricate the least
Need a four digit thread count
Eight digit bank account
Just know I'm ready for the flood like my ankles out
Used to go to Safeway now I'm on a danger route
Even if I passed out I never had the faintest doubt
One day I'd have that Cullinan to swing around
With a couple extra of them for my brother's getting painted down
How we go from struggling to nothing to complain about
They put it all on Calen but shit I'm far from failing
Yeah
We made the most with the least
They said I'd fold but I ain't noticed a crease
I still think of old hoes every week
Cause we never really know when roads are complete
My heart is a broken antique
I pick up the pieces and just hold em and weep
Cuz I'll implode if I hold it in but I'm exposed if I speak
Still keep my head high like my nose got a leak
And I keep growing throughout the times that was supposed to be bleak

I ain't been the same since the day that you crossed me
Right when I lost you
I lost me
Woulda paid attention If I knew what it'd cost me
Damn
I'm so tired of taking losses
Losses Losses
You were my all now I'm like fuck all this
I'm so tired of taking losses