Lyrics Doomed? - Calvary Dominique

Will this ever change?
All these thoughts that rage?
Or am I doomed to cry?
All my, all my life
Is this set in stone?
Broken metronome
Or can all my bones?
Learn to be alive!

Oh no, not another night you squandered
Cause instead of living, all you did was ponder
Every single thought swirling in your head
That's why you are here screaming with your chest

Will this ever change?
All these thoughts that rage?
Or am I doomed to cry?
All my, all my life
Is this set in stone?
Broken metronome
Or can all my bones?
Learn to be alive!

Kids are making out
And I'm breaking down
And the friend I came in here with has disintegrated, wow
Why does this always happen to me?
Why is my head so loud?
Where's my indie movie moment?
Where I make it out?
No perks for this wallflower
Emma Watson's nowhere close
Instead, I'm fading in and out
Feeling like I am a ghost
Just a skinny kid with w-w-wasted potential
For these petty fears, I am so residential

Will this ever change?
All these thoughts that rage?
Or am I doomed to cry?
All my, all my life
Is this set in stone?
Broken metronome
Or can all my bones?
Learn to be alive!

Oh no, not another night you squandered
Cause instead of living, all you did was ponder
Every single thought swirling in your head
That's why you are here screaming with your chest

This room is filled with smoke
And I am such a joke
Cause my dumb-dumb heart has lept to the back of my throat
Why is this always the case?
How do I manage to choke?
Where's my indie movie scene
Where I learn to float?
No Super 8 adventure
Elle Fanning's nowhere near
'Stead my skin is on fire
Wishing I would disappear
If you saw this scene in a film you wouldn't even believe
No laughter in your lungs
You'd be too filled with grief

Will this ever change?
All these thoughts that rage?
Or am I doomed to cry?
All my, all my life
Is this set in stone?
Broken metronome
Or can all my bones?
Learn to be alive!

Oh no, not another night you squandered
Cause instead of living, all you did was ponder
Every single thought swirling in your head
That's why you are here screaming with your chest