Lyrics End of 2021 Freeverse - Camo Valentyne

Yeah
Valentyne
Shout out Shiro
Had to be done on a Shiro beat
Raijin
Let's go

Let me take you back to 2008
When I was missing school or I was always late
In a classroom that was full of hate
For a mixed kid 'cause they can't relate
In a Georgia town, yeah the South is great
I'm Atlanta born I can't overstate
But then panic formed on my parents race
Like all I am is their mistake
But really I could never play the victim
The people that would talk about me I would never listen
In three years time I was changing up the mission
And only cared for those that would understand the vision
But what is the vision I want them to see?
Like what is this thing that I wanted to be?
A boy with a dream of just changing his scene
But I guess what I wanted was just to be free
Nevermind that I know
I really wanna go for my goals til I blow
I learned how to flow took the show on the road
I better take it slow 'cause I'm low when alone
But I gotta make the dough 'cause my bro's on the phone
Talking 'bout how he came off tour and he made just about a few thousand
If I paid him he'd push my album
Something about it just made me doubt him, yeah

I mean he was talking about like $500 for a little album promo
I mean it just made no sense to me, I mean he was my homeboy but
It just really didn't make no sense so
You know, I couldn't do it

Went back in my mind it's depressing as fuck
I'm dating online with this girl that I love
I'm up on my rhymes but I'm down on my luck
I called her an angel god sent from above
Because really her demonic tendencies they weren't offending me
She was no enemy but she saw into me
Forced a dependency sleeping in calls
Due to her sensitivity
Said she was tired of sleeping alone
Whenever she wanted I'd pick up the phone
Mostly when she was the only one home
Was saying my name when we up in that zone
Now I got two chicks that are kissing in the crib
Not calling it a flex when it's really how I live
No long hair, but a Mac's what I is
I'm never looking back, but I hope you can forgive
All the things that did
I was nothing but a kid
But I really wanna rid
Any pain that you relive
Know I gotta change
But I know I gotta give
Everything that I am
To this choice I commit
So that's just what I did
Yeah
Said I gotta make a change for you
But I'll say that that change is hard
When hate's what you are and love's what I do
It's true

I mean it's really hard when you have to choose between
Who you love, and what you love
And I had to make that choice so
Of course I didn't choose you

Now I be running with a hot crew
That's Raijin Zaibatsu, you're mad that it's not you
Hottest boy born in July since Natsu
Not here to style on'em but you know that I got to
Feeling like I got to just so I compete with the bars
Then I'll Vanquish any enemy I see from afar
Golden when I roll like I was sipping tea in my car
Then I'll drop a track with Eddie and I'll flow with Jamar
'Cause listen those my G's, cold as old white T's
That are worn in winter weather that's below 5 C's
We be loading up the clips like Dakuto's PC
And in the end we're yelling pussy yo' that's no DavDee
And listen Team Yuji, I commend you three
I got love for what you're doing Cass and KoB
And KBN homie, you keep it real with me
I appreciate it way more than I show it B
And let's go Moxxi, you killing beats is the norm
Happens quick like Code Blu's Thunder Clap is the form
Shaah's rockin' instrumentals 'til his speakers are torn
And we always droppin' heat that's how the lightning is born
That's scientific as hell the thunder acts as a horn
So if you face us I'll tell your homies that they will mourn
Swear I'm wishing you well but we're the L that you've worn
And if you ever need some art you better go to Matt Storm