Lyrics Cruel Intentions - Carpool

I figured out your cruel intentions
Compensate with pills for my manic depression
I'd be lying if I said I never mentioned
That you just do this for the attention

What I miss the most
Is sharing those morning jokes
Now they're gone

Never not once do I not think about your touch
Your words hit me like a fucking sucker punch
Straight to my gut, lost in my feelings
What's new, so what?
I think you should have left me in that rut
If I called and you finally picked it up
Would you still think that you were in love?

What I miss the most
Is sharing those morning jokes
Now they're gone

I caught you staring in the background
While everybody starts to leave
And I was watching from the front ground
In my motherfucking fever dream
And I don't see what you see in me
I think it's fucked up how you lack all empathy

I caught you staring in the background
While I was kicking out in the cut
And in my motherfucking fever dream
Well I could finally get unstuck
But I don't think that I ever give it up
Sitting stagnant in all this bad luck
I guess we're fucked

And I'm drunk
And waiting for your call
I reek like alcohol
Left the light on in the kitchen hall

And I'm drunk
And waiting for your call
I reek like alcohol
When you finally pick it up, this is my fault
And I won't crawl
Back to you